notfairnotfair

Alexander Mcqueen

oh my god.
i would get married in this thing
this dress makes me speechless

oh wow

these are to die for.

i love creatures

j.crew

i have always managed to briskly walk past j.crew and never regret it. however recently that all changed. perhaps it is my age. perhaps it is the new office job and my lack luster attempt at creating functional office outfits from vintage peices and wearing black tights with everything. perhaps it is just the amazing fact that everything in the store right now is to die for. Dylan and I were quite surprised we loved everything we saw. and now, i come to see why. erin wasson. you did it again. please never leave j.crew. get comfy on some loved and tattered leather couch and argyle socks with your hot cocoa and create for them from here on out. sincerely your fan, amanda lee

stella for gap kids!

oh goodness stella mccartney.
thank you thank you thank you

oh goodness

why acne? why? you tempt me so often

ghouls

i am a writer.

my new years resolution is to start working on my book. i am going to drown in words.

nicoletta ceccoli

unicorns!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

yessssssss! (thnx shiny<3)

happy fall weekend

and other impossibilities

nude

my recent wants involve alot of color blocking(need) more nude shoes and fancy undergarments. i cant get enough matchy matchness in my life. entire closet will one day all be interchangable and matching. speaking of closets i recently moved into my very own apartment. it is rather large and very lovely. lots of windows and wood floors. my closet is bigger than my bedroom in nyc was. i have my entire wardrobe hung up and organized and my shoes line the longest wall, twice. there is nothing to compare to the beauty of a lifetime of shopping, as to see your entire wardrobe in all its glory(yet still i feel like i have nothing to wear). my place already feels like home. my bathtub is huge and gorgeous and fits two people very nicely. it is more like an adorable french flat than a nashville apartment. the walls are all a milky white and there is so much light! i dont forsee leaving anytime soon. also, i started a new job FINALLY. so hurrah and cheers and all of that. the boy is also working fulltime which causes us both a bit of excitement over how great we are going to make this upcoming christmas. my other favorite holiday is coming so so so soon. Halloween! i am just full of anticipation over the months to come.

so happy.
the end.

lust for leopard prints

hello old friend. its nice to be back.

"Enjoy your youth" our parents have repeated to us since we were about 13 years old. thus beginning our lives of nervousness at the prospect of what was to come. they coming from a generation of peoples who married young and got careers and imagined that we too would one day actually grow up and work just as hard as they had to and need fond memories to hold onto. they had no idea who they were creating. we decided to enjoy our youth, which for most of us is still carrying on far into our twenties and thirties. declaring adulthood status when we sign up for our gym memberships and get the key chain card to show others we were serious and could make grown up decisions. asking those people observing to ignore the fact the card is snuggled right up next to our crappy cheaply rented apartment key and our point a to b car. also please ignore the toy raptor that shoots lasers and the pancake with eyes hanging off of it. I am an adult. Hear me roar.

Nashville is one of the worst. So few cities are created on a delusional childish fantasy. La. New York. Nashville. Come get famous you idiots. Come act out your childhood dreams and never grow up. These places are like neverland. Every year people flock here to attempt to follow the illusions of grandeur in their minds. We are in a constant flow of people who never wanted to grow up. Thus causing that to become the norm for their peers as well. Finally creating an entire city full of peter pans. Drunk, poor, unsophisticated, bratty peter pans running around fucking each other like dogs. While fixating on childhood we are passing by our adult hood. Country music city. A place where you never have to be a "real" boy.